Thursday, December 16, 2010
1 more semester done, 1 more to go...
Yesterday at around noon I handed in my last assignments, put my textbooks back on the shelf, and declared the Fall 2010 semester finished. My mood wasn't quite as celebratory as you might imagine because for the last two days I've had on and off flu-like symptoms - NOT FUN! The lack of sleep these last couple of weeks has probably caught up to me. So I'm trying to get plenty of rest in the midst of cleaning and packing and preparing for the trip home, which has been minimally successful. I'm hoping for a good night's sleep tonight before hitting the road to Manitoba tomorrow morning. This will be the last trip home for Christmas from Indiana!
Friday, December 10, 2010
A prayer...
I have posted this prayer by Thomas Merton on here once before, but it has taken on new meaning as I begin to seek where God may be leading post-seminary.
___________________________
My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going.
I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end.
Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so.
But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you and I hope that I have that desire in all that I am doing.
And I know that if I do this, you will lead me by the right road although I may know nothing about it.
Therefore will I trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death, I will not fear, for you are ever with me and you will never leave me to face my perils alone.
____________________________
As I articulated to my pastor earlier today, I feel as though I am in a season of building trust in God's ultimate way of bringing experiences in my life full-circle. It is an exciting time and though what exactly I'll be doing once I graduate is still a huge unknown, I sense that God has got something particular for me up God's sleeve!
Winter, that is, snow has arrived in Indiana this week.
___________________________
My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going.
I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end.
Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so.
But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you and I hope that I have that desire in all that I am doing.
And I know that if I do this, you will lead me by the right road although I may know nothing about it.
Therefore will I trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death, I will not fear, for you are ever with me and you will never leave me to face my perils alone.
____________________________
As I articulated to my pastor earlier today, I feel as though I am in a season of building trust in God's ultimate way of bringing experiences in my life full-circle. It is an exciting time and though what exactly I'll be doing once I graduate is still a huge unknown, I sense that God has got something particular for me up God's sleeve!
Winter, that is, snow has arrived in Indiana this week.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
My soul is filled with joy...
I just arrived back from Dingmans Ferry last night after round two of my Gestalt Pastoral Care training. It was a good time of learning about interruptions, introjects, retroflections, projections, and confluence. And it's just plain fun to hang out with 12 amazing women!
I went for a walk up in the mountains one afternoon during a break and this song came to me and stayed with me throughout my time there. It has become my advent song:
1. My soul is filled with joy
as I sing to God my savior:
you have looked upon your servant,
you have visited your people.
Refrain
And holy is your name through all generations!
Everlasting is your mercy to the people you have chosen,
and holy is your name.
2. I am lowly as a child,
but I know from this day forward
that my name will be remembered,
for all will call me blessed.
3. I proclaim the pow’r of God,
you do marvels for your servants;
though you scatter the proud-hearted
and destroy the might of princes.
4. To the hungry you give food,
send the rich away empty.
In your mercy you are mindful
of the people you have chosen.
5. In your love you now fulfill
what you promised to your people.
I will praise you, Lord, my savior,
everlasting is your mercy.
__________________________________________
On another note: The race beings - 10 days to the end of the semester. My integration paper is as ready as it is going to be for my group presentation this week. I still have two bigger papers and one large project to complete, as well as a few smaller projects. I will be thankful when this semester is over. I have a three-week intensive course in January to prepare for over the Christmas break, and then my LAST semester of seminary. Time flies...
I went for a walk up in the mountains one afternoon during a break and this song came to me and stayed with me throughout my time there. It has become my advent song:
1. My soul is filled with joy
as I sing to God my savior:
you have looked upon your servant,
you have visited your people.
Refrain
And holy is your name through all generations!
Everlasting is your mercy to the people you have chosen,
and holy is your name.
2. I am lowly as a child,
but I know from this day forward
that my name will be remembered,
for all will call me blessed.
3. I proclaim the pow’r of God,
you do marvels for your servants;
though you scatter the proud-hearted
and destroy the might of princes.
4. To the hungry you give food,
send the rich away empty.
In your mercy you are mindful
of the people you have chosen.
5. In your love you now fulfill
what you promised to your people.
I will praise you, Lord, my savior,
everlasting is your mercy.
__________________________________________
On another note: The race beings - 10 days to the end of the semester. My integration paper is as ready as it is going to be for my group presentation this week. I still have two bigger papers and one large project to complete, as well as a few smaller projects. I will be thankful when this semester is over. I have a three-week intensive course in January to prepare for over the Christmas break, and then my LAST semester of seminary. Time flies...
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Time for an update...
Hello to all my blog readers out there in blogger land. I thought I would take a bit of time at the end of this cool and rainy Thanksgiving day to update you all as to what I've been up to lately. Where to begin...
Well, it is Thanksgiving day here in the great US of A. Last night I was invited, along with seven other seminary students, to a retired professor's home for Thanksgiving supper. Great food, great friends, and great stories. Had I not had this invite I think the holiday might of completely slipped by unnoticed. Well, not completely unnoticed - Thanksgiving is such a big deal here in the US that I don't think anyone can miss the event. But I have decided to consider this extended weekend bonus reading days.
I spent almost all of today filling out an application for Clinical Pastoral Education (CPE), which will be my fourth and final M.Div. internship. I'm applying to a hospital in Winnipeg for next summer and praying that everything falls into place. I already have an interview set up for December when I come through Winnipeg on my way to Saskatchewan which is exciting. The one catch that I need to work around is the fact that the CPE unit I'm applying for begins at the beginning of May and my courses here at the seminary aren't finished until the end of May. This could get interesting. But it is exciting to begin planning for what might come after seminary! And it's even more exciting to begin planning a move back to Canada! (bittersweet though it may be when I think about the friends I'll have to say goodbye to here)
Speaking of saying goodbye, a number of my friends/fellow students will be finishing up their studies in the next few weeks and it's really starting to hit me that they're leaving. The first one left this morning to begin his journey back to Ethiopia. Another one of my friends and his family are moving to Paraguay, and yet another family is heading back to Brazil at the end of December. My friend with whom I have taken weekly walks for the past year+ will also be finishing up her studies and moving back to B.C. I don't like goodbyes.
As far as school goes, I definitely feel as though I'm nearing the end of the semester. Most days I'm feeling pretty okay with how much time I have left in relation to how many assignments I have left to complete, but I have moments when I do feel a bit overwhelmed and wonder how it's ever going to happen. Fortunately those moments are fewer and further between. I have a fairly good handle on my senior integration paper, though I did get sort of stuck on it and am not sure how to get unstuck. These things happen.
I am also currently helping out one of my professors with two books that he is working on and it's been an interesting process to see how a book comes together. Next semester he is on sabbatical so I anticipate my work on those books is going to pick up significantly as he is able to devote more time to the writing and compiling process.
Next week I am heading out to Pennsylvania for my second installment of my Gestalt Pastoral Care training. Given that it's the end of my semester (I'm strapped for time) and December (questionable weather), I have decided to fly out East instead of driving the 11 hours that I did last time. I am anticipating seeing everyone again!
Something that I am looking forward to in the spring is writing a piece that will be presented at a conference here at AMBS in March called My soul rejoices in God my savior: Mary in Anabaptist dress. A professor here approached me about writing but I told her that I probably couldn't do it because I actually won't be in town during the conference. When she approached me a second time I agreed to write if someone else could present the paper for me. I went ahead and made arrangements to write this piece as part of an independent study that I'll be doing next semester.
So that's a bit of what I'm up to these days, off the top of my head. Hope it's given you a glimpse into my life these days. Signing off...
Well, it is Thanksgiving day here in the great US of A. Last night I was invited, along with seven other seminary students, to a retired professor's home for Thanksgiving supper. Great food, great friends, and great stories. Had I not had this invite I think the holiday might of completely slipped by unnoticed. Well, not completely unnoticed - Thanksgiving is such a big deal here in the US that I don't think anyone can miss the event. But I have decided to consider this extended weekend bonus reading days.
I spent almost all of today filling out an application for Clinical Pastoral Education (CPE), which will be my fourth and final M.Div. internship. I'm applying to a hospital in Winnipeg for next summer and praying that everything falls into place. I already have an interview set up for December when I come through Winnipeg on my way to Saskatchewan which is exciting. The one catch that I need to work around is the fact that the CPE unit I'm applying for begins at the beginning of May and my courses here at the seminary aren't finished until the end of May. This could get interesting. But it is exciting to begin planning for what might come after seminary! And it's even more exciting to begin planning a move back to Canada! (bittersweet though it may be when I think about the friends I'll have to say goodbye to here)
Speaking of saying goodbye, a number of my friends/fellow students will be finishing up their studies in the next few weeks and it's really starting to hit me that they're leaving. The first one left this morning to begin his journey back to Ethiopia. Another one of my friends and his family are moving to Paraguay, and yet another family is heading back to Brazil at the end of December. My friend with whom I have taken weekly walks for the past year+ will also be finishing up her studies and moving back to B.C. I don't like goodbyes.
As far as school goes, I definitely feel as though I'm nearing the end of the semester. Most days I'm feeling pretty okay with how much time I have left in relation to how many assignments I have left to complete, but I have moments when I do feel a bit overwhelmed and wonder how it's ever going to happen. Fortunately those moments are fewer and further between. I have a fairly good handle on my senior integration paper, though I did get sort of stuck on it and am not sure how to get unstuck. These things happen.
I am also currently helping out one of my professors with two books that he is working on and it's been an interesting process to see how a book comes together. Next semester he is on sabbatical so I anticipate my work on those books is going to pick up significantly as he is able to devote more time to the writing and compiling process.
Next week I am heading out to Pennsylvania for my second installment of my Gestalt Pastoral Care training. Given that it's the end of my semester (I'm strapped for time) and December (questionable weather), I have decided to fly out East instead of driving the 11 hours that I did last time. I am anticipating seeing everyone again!
Something that I am looking forward to in the spring is writing a piece that will be presented at a conference here at AMBS in March called My soul rejoices in God my savior: Mary in Anabaptist dress. A professor here approached me about writing but I told her that I probably couldn't do it because I actually won't be in town during the conference. When she approached me a second time I agreed to write if someone else could present the paper for me. I went ahead and made arrangements to write this piece as part of an independent study that I'll be doing next semester.
So that's a bit of what I'm up to these days, off the top of my head. Hope it's given you a glimpse into my life these days. Signing off...
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Peanut Buttered Popcorn
6 quarts popped corn
1 1/2 cups nuts (opt.)
1 cup sugar
1/2 cup honey
1/2 cup corn syrup
1 cup peanut butter
1 tsp vanilla
Put sugar, honey, and syrup in a pot (grease pot if not using non-stick). Bring to a boil and boil 2 minutes. While stirring, add peanut butter. Remove from heat. Add vanilla. Immediately pour over warm popcorn and nuts. Stir until well coated. Cool. Break into bite size pieces.
This is one of the treats I've been introduced to here in Indiana. I made this last night for Carrie. I think that anyone who has to take a weekend class needs at least a little bit of compensation.
1 1/2 cups nuts (opt.)
1 cup sugar
1/2 cup honey
1/2 cup corn syrup
1 cup peanut butter
1 tsp vanilla
Put sugar, honey, and syrup in a pot (grease pot if not using non-stick). Bring to a boil and boil 2 minutes. While stirring, add peanut butter. Remove from heat. Add vanilla. Immediately pour over warm popcorn and nuts. Stir until well coated. Cool. Break into bite size pieces.
This is one of the treats I've been introduced to here in Indiana. I made this last night for Carrie. I think that anyone who has to take a weekend class needs at least a little bit of compensation.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Apparently it can be done...
The first half of this week was reading days. I was determined to make my reading days as productive as possible, with the goal of finishing one of my major Canon and Community papers that's due later this semester. So I packed up my stuff and relegated myself to the library. I did research on Monday afternoon and evening, researched and wrote for most of the day yesterday and finally finished my paper this afternoon. 48 hours from start to finish for one 3500 word paper. Not too shabby, if I do say so myself. My paper is on the early Anabaptists' use of the Apocrypha, which, according to my research, they seem to have considered canonical and at par with the rest of Scripture. It was actually an interesting paper to write.
My next major project is going to be tackling my senior integration paper, which I'm really looking forward to. It's a 15 page paper on pretty much anything you want to write on, but it does have to integrate history, ethics, theology, Bible, ministry, etc. (hence, "integration"). Given that I'm a Pastoral Care and Counseling concentration I have to choose a caregiving theme. I've known for a while that I want to write on story but knew I had to narrow that focus. What I've decided to write about is naming as a form of storytelling and how that can be integrated (or at least paid attention to) in spiritual caregiving. I plan to draw from some of the many biblical examples of naming and renaming. Should be an interesting paper!
And then I have one more major paper for History of Christian Spirituality, a minor paper for Canon and Community, many many journal entries and reflection papers, and a Psalms notebook to complete by the end of the semester. If I type it quick enough it doesn't sound so bad.
So that's a brief update of where I'm at academics-wise. I need to get some reading done before class tomorrow. Signing off...
The 'Picturesque Drive' at AMBS
This picture is from last year. The colours weren't quite as vibrant this year.
My next major project is going to be tackling my senior integration paper, which I'm really looking forward to. It's a 15 page paper on pretty much anything you want to write on, but it does have to integrate history, ethics, theology, Bible, ministry, etc. (hence, "integration"). Given that I'm a Pastoral Care and Counseling concentration I have to choose a caregiving theme. I've known for a while that I want to write on story but knew I had to narrow that focus. What I've decided to write about is naming as a form of storytelling and how that can be integrated (or at least paid attention to) in spiritual caregiving. I plan to draw from some of the many biblical examples of naming and renaming. Should be an interesting paper!
And then I have one more major paper for History of Christian Spirituality, a minor paper for Canon and Community, many many journal entries and reflection papers, and a Psalms notebook to complete by the end of the semester. If I type it quick enough it doesn't sound so bad.
So that's a brief update of where I'm at academics-wise. I need to get some reading done before class tomorrow. Signing off...
The 'Picturesque Drive' at AMBS
This picture is from last year. The colours weren't quite as vibrant this year.
Friday, October 29, 2010
Thanks mom and dad!
When I was in Saskatchewan a couple of weeks ago my mom gave me a care package. She figured with the baby gifts I had packed on the way there I would have room in my suitcase on the way back. The care package includes one gift per week from now until I go home for Christmas. And week number 1 yielded a package of DAD's Goodie Rings!
One of the Canadian treats that I didn't realize I would miss until I didn't have access to them anymore. Last year Carrie and I looked in a couple of grocery stores for these cookies until we realized that they are an exclusively Canadian phenomenon. Thanks mom and dad! (and Carrie thanks you too!)
One of the Canadian treats that I didn't realize I would miss until I didn't have access to them anymore. Last year Carrie and I looked in a couple of grocery stores for these cookies until we realized that they are an exclusively Canadian phenomenon. Thanks mom and dad! (and Carrie thanks you too!)
Thursday, October 28, 2010
What I'm learning at seminary via YouTube...
From Canon and Community class this evening, the new book technology (related to our discussion of the development of the codex): Click here for YouTube clip.
And from a counselling class a while back, a model of short-term counselling (aka what not to do): Click here for YouTube clip.
And just think, you didn't even need to pay tuition to glean this knowledge!
And from a counselling class a while back, a model of short-term counselling (aka what not to do): Click here for YouTube clip.
And just think, you didn't even need to pay tuition to glean this knowledge!
Sunday, October 24, 2010
About me...
I was recently tagged by Niki to answer the following questions:
1. Who do people say you look more like, your mom or your dad?
My mom, I think.
2. If you were given an exorbitant amount of money and were told you had to spend it all in one place immediately, what would you do with it?
Pay it forward to Canada Student Loans and Manitoba Student Aid.
3. What was your favourite Christmas gift?
I don't know if I have a favourite. I've appreciated all of the ones that I know a lot of thought/work has gone into and/or ones that the giver knew was exactly what I would love.
4. If you could spend 6 months traveling any one country in the world, which one would it be?
I would actually love the opportunity to explore Canada.
5. What is your least favourite household chore? Most favourite?
Least favorite: cleaning the oven. Most favorite: organizing.
6. What is your strongest pet peeve?
Noisy eaters.
7. Would you rather spend this coming weekend with your family, your friends, or alone?
Family - my two days with them a week ago didn't seem long enough.
8. If you had to choose one food to eat exclusively on a deserted island for the next year, what would it be and why?
Brown rice, because it's one of the few foods I can eat a lot of without getting a headache.
1. Who do people say you look more like, your mom or your dad?
My mom, I think.
2. If you were given an exorbitant amount of money and were told you had to spend it all in one place immediately, what would you do with it?
Pay it forward to Canada Student Loans and Manitoba Student Aid.
3. What was your favourite Christmas gift?
I don't know if I have a favourite. I've appreciated all of the ones that I know a lot of thought/work has gone into and/or ones that the giver knew was exactly what I would love.
4. If you could spend 6 months traveling any one country in the world, which one would it be?
I would actually love the opportunity to explore Canada.
5. What is your least favourite household chore? Most favourite?
Least favorite: cleaning the oven. Most favorite: organizing.
6. What is your strongest pet peeve?
Noisy eaters.
7. Would you rather spend this coming weekend with your family, your friends, or alone?
Family - my two days with them a week ago didn't seem long enough.
8. If you had to choose one food to eat exclusively on a deserted island for the next year, what would it be and why?
Brown rice, because it's one of the few foods I can eat a lot of without getting a headache.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
More pictures...
Well, I got my History of Christian Spirituality paper done so now I have time to post a few more pictures from my visit last weekend.
Cozy in to the quilt that Carrie made for him.
Sportin' the shirt that Carrie made for me. Have you guessed that I'm very proud of my new "auntie" identity?
Love my sister!
Just back from a walk with Levi all snuggled in the Moby wrap.
Cozy in to the quilt that Carrie made for him.
Sportin' the shirt that Carrie made for me. Have you guessed that I'm very proud of my new "auntie" identity?
Love my sister!
Just back from a walk with Levi all snuggled in the Moby wrap.
Just couldn't resist...
...posting this picture of Levi!
I promise, I'm still a seminary student. There are just some things that are more exciting to post about than my half-finished History of Christian Spirituality paper that is calling my name. Better get on that...
I promise, I'm still a seminary student. There are just some things that are more exciting to post about than my half-finished History of Christian Spirituality paper that is calling my name. Better get on that...
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Meeting Levi...
After far too long the whole family is together, along with its newest member!
And here are some of the faces of my most adorable nephew, Levi Jonathan...
9 days old. Mom, dad and baby are all doing well...and auntie is in withdrawal.
More pictures to come...
And here are some of the faces of my most adorable nephew, Levi Jonathan...
9 days old. Mom, dad and baby are all doing well...and auntie is in withdrawal.
More pictures to come...
Monday, October 11, 2010
Autumn 2010...
Pumpkin pie ~ Carrie's mother's recipe!
Our homemade thanksgiving meal - turkey breast, mashed potatoes, corn from our garden, cranberry sauce, stuffing, gravy, pumpkin pie, and sparkling apple cider - all made from scratch except for the stuffing, gravy and cider. I put together our centerpiece from branches from right outside of our front door.
View from my living room window.
Glorious autumn colours.
Fire ring on campus.
Interesting.
Campus.
Nothing like hanging laundry out to dry on a crisp fall day.
The tree right outside of our apartment.
The view from my kitchen window.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Welcome Levi!
I'm an auntie! I am very excited to introduce...
...my new nephew ~ Levi Jonathan McCorkindale ~ son of Niki and Nathan. Born October 8 at 12:13am, weighing in at 8lbs, 2oz and 20.5 inches long.
Grandpa and grandma Buhler got to meet Levi yesterday...
Isn't he the cutest?!
Thanks to my most wonderful roommate who gave me a flight for my birthday, I'll be flying out to Saskatchewan in one week for my turn to meet the newest member of the family. This is what Carrie stuck in my birthday card:
In addition to meeting Levi, this will also be the first time since 2001 that I will be able to celebrate Thanksgiving with my family (granted, one week late) and it will also be the first time in almost 3 years that my entire immediate family will be together.
Just one more reason to give thanks this weekend. Happy (Canadian) Thanksgiving!
...my new nephew ~ Levi Jonathan McCorkindale ~ son of Niki and Nathan. Born October 8 at 12:13am, weighing in at 8lbs, 2oz and 20.5 inches long.
Grandpa and grandma Buhler got to meet Levi yesterday...
Isn't he the cutest?!
Thanks to my most wonderful roommate who gave me a flight for my birthday, I'll be flying out to Saskatchewan in one week for my turn to meet the newest member of the family. This is what Carrie stuck in my birthday card:
In addition to meeting Levi, this will also be the first time since 2001 that I will be able to celebrate Thanksgiving with my family (granted, one week late) and it will also be the first time in almost 3 years that my entire immediate family will be together.
Just one more reason to give thanks this weekend. Happy (Canadian) Thanksgiving!
Monday, October 4, 2010
Waiting...
My beautiful sister
Five days past due date and still waiting for my new niece or nephew to arrive. Come along little one!
photo by Moment In Time Photography ~ Maryvel Friesen
Sunday, October 3, 2010
A glimpse of Pennsylvania's beauty...
The falls at Child's Park, just a few minutes from where I was staying while I was out in PA to begin Gestalt Pastoral Care training.
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